Change.

I think I've somehow learnt to hate change.
I used to be the sort of person who would roll with the punches, swap and move about at the drop of a hat, take advice and run with it at a moments notice.
Now, things aren't like that. A small change like a choice of dinners leaves me all over the place and lost. 
I am learning to hate that.
It feels very insecure and confusing.
Not nice at all.
The worst thing is, I don't know what at all to do about it.